hey dad

i'm writing to you not to tell you that i still hate you, just to ask you how you feel.. and how this fell apart, how we fell apart. are you happy out there in this great wide world? do you think about your past? do you miss your little girl?.. when you lay your head down, how do you sleep at night? do you even wonder if we're alright? but we're alright.. yeah, we're alright.
it's been a long hard road without you by my side. you broke my mother's heart, you broke your child in ways you never imagined . it's not okay, but we're alright.
and sometimes, i'll forgive.
and this time, i'll admit..
that i miss you .


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