THINGS TO LET OUT

this is a waste of my time . i need to realize that i have more important things to deal with than you and your bullshit. everyday, seven takes of the same old scene. everynight, i sit waiting for your call. "im sad. i'm angry. i'm desperate for your voice." waiting for your next excuse for losing sleep again. i decided we weren't going to speak so why are we up 3 AM on the phone? this isn't going anywhere. we're just running around in circles; a never ending shitstorm . honey, you're just all talk and talk and talk and talk. PLEASE lets just knock it off. im done. you're done. lets just stop, drop everything, and walk away. you've got your new friends, welll ive got homies.

but in the end, its still so lonely.