"i just wasn't rude enough to push her away."

YES, IT HURTS.
so fucking much..

i thought everything between us was fine. i thought this was going the way we both wanted it to. i've been pacing back and forth, thinking about our conversation and where to go from here. i really don't know anymore. i honestly believed in you..
maybe i was naive. maybe i never really had a chance. i had so many dreams about you and me. so much for happy endings.