" Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes, it means you're strong enough to let go. "

i have to stay away, no matter how badly i wanna talk to you.
i have to keep this up, no matter how hard it might be.

!@#$%^&*( PISSED

BEYOND IMAGINATION.
i can't believe you'd sink so low as to spread lies about me. what did i ever do to deserve this? i never did shit to your ass. looking back i put way too much energy in you and me i wish i could hit my head on something and forget i ever met you im not kidding i hate you so much right now you treated me like shit and i gave you all my fucking time and patience youre just another act in the freakshow so sucker upper star fucker cause im done giving a fuck.


sorry for the run on sentence.

allergic conjunctivitis

PINK EYE!!! PUTA >:O




... T____T

ITS THE BEST DAY EVAAAR

onlynotreally. oh man have i ever mentioned how much i hate sundays?
they are just a major LAGGGGGG
so today was FREEZING i slept way too much and i actually read twilight out of boredom
once again, i hate sundays hate hate hate hate HATE hate haaaate
my poor babyboo is sick ! im worried . i dont liike it when people are sick >:(
and he wants me to call him later too! i hope he's at school tomorrow , or monday will be even worse than it is already guaranteed to be.

FUCK......... i fucked up my earphones and now i have to buy new ones. shithead
i think i cuss way too much :( oh wells im not gonna stop anytime soon
my mouth feels funny from eating too much sour patch watermelons. but at the same time its a ... pleasant feeling. knowing that i ate sour patches today LOL :) havnt had some in forever!
i still need to shower, i feel dirtaaay.
ciara - never ever ; good song :) <3

HE WILL NEVA EVA NEVA EVA LUUUV YOU~

oh and postscript;
ALLANHOANG my everything, at the moment :)<3

you already had your chance.
don't ruin this for me.

what type of romance is this?

it's amazing how much things can change in just 5 days.
from shittiest i've been in a while, to the happiest i've been in months.

things are lookin' up
<3

"i just wasn't rude enough to push her away."

YES, IT HURTS.
so fucking much..

i thought everything between us was fine. i thought this was going the way we both wanted it to. i've been pacing back and forth, thinking about our conversation and where to go from here. i really don't know anymore. i honestly believed in you..
maybe i was naive. maybe i never really had a chance. i had so many dreams about you and me. so much for happy endings.

I HAAAAATE SUNDAYS
so.fucking.much.
i actually want monday to come already,there's something i must do tomorrow anyways.
so right now, me mum is bitching at me to get off the computer and get going already. but i dont wanna goo. i hate going to church now.
T__T but i must.

anyways i am finished giving a fuck