confused.

asljfdl;sakfjsa i can't even put this shit into words, fuck. i know it's wrong, but why does it feel so right ? you make me happy, but i know that you shouldn't. i don't want this. i don't want the fact you make me happy. i don't want the fact that i'm always smiling when i'm talking to you. i don't want the fact that i see you as more than a friend, when we're supposed to be just that. just friends. ugh, fuck you taylor swift, why did your song have to come on right NOW? -__- gah i don't know what to think. whatevers, this is too much for me right now.

'night.