maybe

it's true, i'm all up on you
maybe there's a chance that you're stuck on me toooooo~

so apparently, i make it obvious, and that's a good thing? iderno i'm still just going with my gut on this. let's just hope i can trust what my gut. i'm not as worried about it as i usually am, but the iiick feeling is still there you know? whatever, i'll get through this soon enough. goodnight.

will play for smiles

thank god the week is almost over. i hate finals. i'm not looking forward to tomorrow. all hot and sweaty after fizz ed, and he has to be in perfect view of me (if that made sense). lord, take me now.


i took the polaroid down in my room
i'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
it's not as if i don't like you
it just makes me sad whenever i see it
'cause i like to be gone most of the time
and you like to be home most of the time
if i stay in one place, i lose my mind
i'm a pretty impossible lady to be with

just some thoughts.

it bothers me how some people are completely unaware of their affect on others. are you that blind? can't you see it's hurting me? i know you can do better, and i wish you'd just give me a chance but at the same time i don't because then i'd just be intruding but idontknow i just can't stand to see you get hurt again and sldfkjsakldf ARRGH i hate myself right now. <.<

^ I LIKE THE SOBE STICKER <3

^ that one's PERFECT O;

oh man i can't wait to drive illegally, hah. SHIT my tooth hurts again. where in the hell is angela's orajel <.<

11:11

i'm still here for you, if you only cared..

let me know, do i still got time to grow?
things ain't always set in stone
that being, now let me know
seems like streetlights glowing
happened to be just like moments passing
in front of me so i hopped in the cab
and i paid my fares
see, i know my destination, but i'm just not there in the streets.
i'm just not there.
life's just not fair.

no really, i'm fine

okay, maybe i'm just a little jealous..

what i learned today

some people are just really stupid.

confused.

asljfdl;sakfjsa i can't even put this shit into words, fuck. i know it's wrong, but why does it feel so right ? you make me happy, but i know that you shouldn't. i don't want this. i don't want the fact you make me happy. i don't want the fact that i'm always smiling when i'm talking to you. i don't want the fact that i see you as more than a friend, when we're supposed to be just that. just friends. ugh, fuck you taylor swift, why did your song have to come on right NOW? -__- gah i don't know what to think. whatevers, this is too much for me right now.

'night.

-

TODAY = FAIL.
Just a big bag of fail.

let's get away...

find our own country.

releasing bottled up rage

fuck broken space bars fuck headaches fuck antidepressants fuck curfews fuck twilight fuck english projects fuck religion fuck war fuck carpet stains fuck late night talk shows fuck beat up sandals fuck incomplete algebra assignments fuck previews fuck raves fuck typos fuck broken crayons fuck crosswalks fuck fuck peer pressure fuck tough love fuck subliminal advertising fuck beer bellies fuck corporate lobbyists fuck nostalgia fuck backtracking fuck gps systems fuck traffic fuck slow work days fuck the economy fuck popups fuck ethical values fuck coffee in a cardboard cup fuck mass media fuck physical education fuck windy days fuck teleparents fuck 4/20 fuck love letters fuck politics fuck liberal viewpoints fuck t-mobile fuck lousy paint jobs fuck you

mitchell davis is god

what do you say we leave for new york?

we don't need a map, and you can throw your phone away
if we drive all night, we can make it before the morning
and no one has to know if we decide to go

teddy geiger

Forgive me if I st-stutter from all of the clutter in my head
'Cause I can fall asleep in those eyes like a waterbed
Do I seem familiar? I've crossed you in hallways a thousands times
No more camouflage I wanna be exposed and not be afraid to fall
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannonball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have but I've got to try
Gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will.

life sucks and then you die

ugh, i feel absolutely terrible. physically AND mentally. i screwed things up, and i have no idea how the hell i'm gonna fix them. (*#$&^dklfajs*&^($ thank god for danny, i dont know what i'd do without him. but, i guess i'll just go with it, and see what happens. after all, everything happens for a reason.. right?
and to top it all off, i'm dead tired. i need to catch up on my sleep, i've been lacking. i guess i'll try to sleep early tonight if i can.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh no, a1 homework and english paper. sniff.

let's drive to LA

disappointment.

to be honest, i have no clue what's going to come next and i'm not sure if i want to. i just want things back to the way they were before all this shit happened.

hello insomnia~

lucy left her chapstick at my place, it smells like eggnog. my room is a complete utter mess, beads EVERYWHEERREE and bracelets scattered all over my bed . ive still got a huge pile of clothes to sort before i get to bed and my head hurts like a biitchh. argh. i hate sundays.

i can't find my dog tag anywhere.. |:

panicpanicpanicpanicpanic i swear i have ocd, or something of the sort, it bothers me to no end when i can't find something!

this is awkward

but i like it.

how trippy

LKAJFY&(W$Y^TSD i catn type right nwo. ist too late adn im too lazzy to fix my typos. hgih typing and drnuk dialing. make the world go ronud @____@ agian, too lazy to fxi tpyos. that is all.
OH AAAAAND its past mdinihgt and my mum still isnt' hmoe. <.< shes doign it again..

you stepped on my asian!!

as you may have noticed, i deleted all my blogs from 08 except one , dunno felt like i needed a new start. so i baked a cake today, yes another one but i ate it all before i could get any pictures .
now my breath smells gross and i feel like throwing eggs at stuff. i can't believe its not midnight yet, i could've sworn i've been awake for more than 12 hours. i have the strangest urge to get up and do hula dancing. prEtTy cr3eEpY eH? <.<

i found that on my computer a while back, brought back lotsa memories.