(10:15:14 PM): Goodnight<3
^ it bothers me how that made my heartbeat quicken ;/

a rocket to the moon

I'm trusting you and I'm taking the long way home. I'm leaving and it's not because of you, will you just hold me tight and never let me go? I know this whole thing's wrong but baby, we're invincible.

things to let out

HI WORLD.
IT'S BEEN A WHILE.

**(just sneezed) i like sneezing, dont you?

i think
i need
to getaway.

"throw it away, forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape"♥

long week, tough week. just a very hard five days. but its almost ending now,just one more night of going through hell and back. i miss the way things were three months ago. things are pretty shitty right now but im hanging in there . JUST 9 MORE DAYS! hopefully, next year will be better.
OH AND --
DEAR BITCH, first things first, i dont really care what you think of me anymore. if you wanna hate me, then by all means hate me. BUT CAN YOU PLEASE LEARN TO KEEP YOUR SHIT TO YOURSELF ? let people form their own opinions about me. you take your shit talking way overboard, and quite frankly, im getting sick of it. my name aint a dick, so keep it out of your mouth.

k my mind is empty enough to go to bed now .

sunday.

messin around with the cam at konnie's house .

wtfxup

with me lately. seriously. this is a side of me that i don't know .

- being a bitch.
- never smiling, let alone laughing.
- pushing people away.
- not apologizing.

i see what i'm doing, i see who im hurting and i'm still not doing anything about it .
maybe its just a phase.. well if it is, i can't wait to get over it
i'm not healthy right now. this is not a well-being state of mind.
i'm losing everything, everyone, I'M LOSING IT. i am pushing away the ones i need most. my stupid pride is getting in the way of whats really important.
save me..